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Tides of Sanity
The tides of the illness pull me back
as I am moving towards the shoreline of recovery
Gripping me with its invisible force
pulling me deep into a whirlpool of confusion
I cannot escape this dark blue ocean that consumes my sanity
Paddling faster
I try to ignore the symptoms worsening in the dark choppy seas
I cannot see
due to the murky waters of distortion
Exhausted from the waves of emotions
tossing me through delusions under grey overcast skies
that provoke a rip tide
churning guilt in my stomach over incidents that never happened
The relentless current
disturbs the progress I have made on my journey
to get out of this deep blue abyss
Overwhelmed by the drag of the undertow
I burn out from the struggle
Deciding to take care of myself in the swell
while I am afloat on a piece of driftwood
keeping the land of recovery in sight
Copyright © Richard Bell 4th December 2016

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About Richard Bell
In the beginning Richard Bell’s first poetical words found their way into the 2007 Annual Poetry Journal created by the Schizophrenia Fellowship of New South Wales Inc.
After three years of only having three poems published, he discovered an organisation that dealt with social issues called, Vibewire.org. So finally, in 2010 he had five poems published online about mental health.
From there Richard’s poetical journey went from being published in an online UK based poetry journal named, Poetry Space and an art, poetry and mental health magazine called Conexoz, which is created for and by people with lived experience of mental illness and supported by UnitingCare Wesley, Port Adelaide, South Australia.
Richard was commissioned to write poetry for the public artwork project, Poetry: The Indelible Stencil a region-wide project in NSW. Instigated and coordinated by Lizz Murphy, in partnership with Southern Tablelands Arts (STARTS) and eight local governments across the Southern Tablelands and Highlands, the project was funded by NSW Regional Arts Fund. In 2011 he began to perform his poetry as part of Poetry in Place, a library tour promoting Poetry: The Indelible Stencil.
The year of 2012 saw the name of Richard Bell in the online journal Verity La and in Wollondilly Ink, an anthology of the Wollondilly Branch of the Fellowship of Australian Writers. Along with another poetry reading for ‘Library Lovers’ Day’ at Parramatta City Library.
In 2013 he was awarded a Professional Development Grant by Accessible Arts on behalf of the NSW Government through Arts NSW and Ageing, Disability and Home Care for ‘The Gospel of Schizophrenia Mentorship Project’ to develop a poetry manuscript into his first collection of poetry.
Also in 2013 Richard created Poetical Photographs. Using original photos, he put his own poetry on top of images and submitted them to the ‘Hear Me See Me’ art exhibitions organised by the Benevolent Society. A series of four Poetical Photographs were featured in Campbelltown Arts Centre, Fairfield City Museum and Art Gallery and two in the NSW Parliament House on Macquarie Street, Sydney.
Richard was also accepted into The Dax Poetry Collection at The Dax Centre in Melbourne. The Dax Centre works with sensitivity, compassion and integrity in the collection of poetry that addresses mental health issues and trauma.
Richard feels it’s only the beginning of his career of the wordy persuasion.
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